July 16th, 2002
|11:28 pm - The other night with Mana...|
Well, I gave Mana his car back and we looked over Kozi's paintings again... Hehe, that was one big Gackt-ass! Way to go Gackt! *Ahem* Anyway, after the gallery, Mana gave me a ride home and we sat and talked for what seemed to be forever. God, I miss sitting and talking with Mana... It was just like so long ago... He told me of his phenomenal success; of Malice Mizer's loss of Gackt, Kami (§§;_;§§), and Klaha, of his website (I went there today, and I must give Mana two thumbs up for the games! §§^_^§§), his store, his fanclub, his new project, etc. Kinda made me feel like I was in the presence of a god in the form of my old friend. I must say that I'm very happy for him. I can only wish and hope for that success for myself and Velvet Eden. Then he told me of his personal life... That made me kind of thankful for my small taste of success... It was a sad story. He feels that everyone hates him, or has problems with him. He told me of how he has become two different people, both of which he hates. He said he had his cold and heartless side, which most people see, and his uncontrolable and drunk side. I think I saw a third side of Mana that night; a caring, compassionate, loving Mana; a vulnerable, sad, lonely Mana... I wanted to cry for him. Oh how I wish I could make him feel better... We then watched some of my concert footage and he complimented me on how much better we have gotten. Coming from someone who I emulate, that is a pretty big thing. We talked and laughed had an all-around really great time, at least in my opinion. By that time, it was nearing one in the morning. Mana gracefully said his goodnight and invited me to dinner later in the week. Of course, I accepted without hesitation. As he was walking out the door, I gave him one of my patented Dada Hugs, and *blush* a little something extra to help make him feel better... I miss him, more than he'll ever know... I just want him to know that no matter what, I will always be here for him...
Current Mood: nostalgic
|Date:||August 12th, 2002 04:41 pm (UTC)|| |
I don't mean to post anonymously, I just don't have a livejournal. I almost gave myself a hernia from laughing when I read "Patented Dada hug."
Thank you. Eheheh...
|Date:||August 12th, 2002 04:43 pm (UTC)|| |
*Is same person as above* You made a LJ icon out of my mascot!! Shame!! At the same time I am flattered, but uhhh...yeah.
Awesome! You made those little guys? XD If you want, I can give you an LJ code so you can join the fun! We didn't mean to 'steal' your mascots, we just thought they were so cute! I'm not sure how we could have given credit though... I'm sorry. IM me at "Dada Sama" and we'll talk, k?
Actually, I just tonight got a code, though I am still trying to get the actual layout of my livejournal and all the junk set up. Thank you though. Yeah, I made the mascots. I need to make more ><;; I need to pay attention to my webpage. If you could give me a scanner instead of a code, that would be nice *cheezey smile*. And that's alright about the icon. I'm not mad or anything. I was just supremely startled at first.