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July 7th, 2003

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12:18 am - A failure...
After that bit of fan-mail, I thought I could do it. I thought I was strong enough. But I was wrong. I can't do it; can't be assertive, outgoing, social. I'm a failure. A complete and total failure. I have no band, no job, no friends, and I'm almost out of money. I have what seems like no future. As I sit in front of the mirror, I can see each tear clinging to the individual eyelashes before finally releasing their grip to fall on my cheeks. I see the darkness that trails those tears as they race for my chin and attempt to stain my black dress. I'm so lonely and cold. Even now, in the height of summer, I sit near the fire, shivering from the icy frost of lonliness that dwells within. But I have not lost all hope. Everyday I wake, and hope that today will be the day that something happens. That perhaps I will recieve a call from a would-be friend, or even my agent... But that day has not come. So for now, I will turn in for the evening; for tomorrow is a new day, filled with old hopes. *sigh*
Current Mood: lonelylonely

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