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July 1st, 2003

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09:55 pm - 6 Questions and a Nightmare
What's been goin' on in my life lately? Nothing. Absoblutely nothing. I sit at home, waiting for something interesting to happen. Does it? No. Never. Everyday, I get up, shower, put on my clothes and makeup, and sit. Waiting for what? I do not know. Something. Anything. What do I get? Nothing. No one calls, e-mails, writes, IMs, sends an owl, nothing. So now the I ask myself 6 questions: Why, What, Where, When, Who, and How? Why. Why sit here all day, waiting for nothing? Why does no one contact me? What. What am I doing wrong? What have I done wrong? What can I do better? Where. Where do I fit in? Where will I find my other half? When. When will people pay attention to me? When will I find friends? When will I not be alone? Who. Who will be there for me? Who really cares? How. How can I be a better person? How can I fix my life? *sigh* The nightmares come nightly (and sometimes daily), and no matter how far I run, how many dunes I climb, I never find my friend. There has been one addition to the dream though... Now a sandstorm is following me, and once again, no matter how fast I run, it slowly gains on me. The closer it gets, the more the sand slices into me, stinging, grinding, cutting me. Everynight, it gets closer, the pain more intense... As I sleep, I live a nightmare. By day, nothing has changed, only that I find it's true.
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