|02:57 am - A late night rambling....|
I know you guys are sick of hearing about how lonely I am, so I'll spare you. But I will say that I miss all my past friends (the few that I had), and I hope to make new ones in the future. I vow from now on to be more assertive, more outgoing. I have passed up many chances to mend what is broken and to build new relationships. My relationship with aoitentation was more than likely ruined by my neglection of him. I have only myself to blame, and only myself can fix things. I just hope I don't screw up horribly in the process; though its not like I have anything to lose, right?
Current Mood: lonely